Hello to all you CCTP Graduates! I’m writing from the UK in a lush green June. The dragonfly larvae are crawling from my garden pond to make their transformation and I’m full of joy.
But despair is also something I am familiar with. Around 4 years ago, I had a particularly bad dose of despair precipitated by a scientific report on the steep demise of global insect populations. This report was swiftly followed by further reports on the march of climate change and biodiversity collapse.
Healthy ecosystems bring me joy, degraded ones make me sad. But what can I do about the systemic issue of climate change and biodiversity collapse? The problem is so big and I’m so small! Despair in the face of my impotence was my response. With hindsight the despair was better than cutting off the tough feelings that I’d had for years as I watched my donations to environmental charities and my efforts to recycle make seemingly no dent.
Then, one day in our GISC supervision group, we started playing with the polarity of grandiosity and insignificance. Our group had a well-developed capacity to express our impotence in the face of big systemic problems. So we tried something less-developed. Joe Melnick and Carol Brockmon had us all experiment with acting as grandiose as we could in front of the group. When it was my turn, I assumed a superhero pose and declared with some gusto and some embarrassment ‘ONLY I CAN SOLVE THE PROBLEM OF CLIMATE CHANGE AND BIODIVERSITY COLLAPSE!’ My body tingled with energy right down to my fingertips just before I collapsed into giggles.
Something shifted in me in the days after that. The despair that I could do nothing became a tolerable sadness that I could not do everything. And there, between the polarities of insignificance and grandiosity, I found agency to do something. I started by gathering some folk to dig a pond.
Warmly,
Lucy Ball
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